Showing posts with label Sovereignty. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Sovereignty. Show all posts

2 March 2016

An Outline

I started writing a post to attempt to summarise my current position on the nature of free will. It did not stay within reasonable boundaries. Instead, what I ended up with seems to be the germ of something much larger than I anticipated. This is the outline:

Its current title is:
The Consequences of Volition - An Exercise in Deductive Reasoning

The outline's a little rough but:
  1. Father God’s Purpose: To create more children for Himself who would dwell in harmonious relationships with Him and with each other.
    • Who is God?
    • What position was God in before all of creation?
    • What as the impetus that moved God to create?
    • What is relationship?
  2. Design: Gave us volition, gave us influence and has a plan for every area of life. He made us after His own image, with full personality and ways to know the world. 
    • Content for Life: 
      • God’s Design of the Natural World
      • God’s Plan for Society
    • The Image of God
      • Personality
      • The Will
    • The Weight of Choice
      • Influence
      • Power
      • Meaning
  3. Teaching: He made us without any knowledge to begin with, that we would grow in our understanding. How do we figure out how to make choices?
    • Ways by which we acquire information:
      • Natural Senses
      • Language
      • Faith
    • Knowledge Acquisition
      • Emotions
      • Reason
    • Wisdom Acquisition
      • Humility
      • The ability to make the right decision.
  4. Sin: Origin, Consequences, Spread, Fullness
    • We chose disobedience: Consequences, Responsibility and Sinful Nature
    • Impact of Sin on Design in relation to power.
      • The laws we cannot change
      • The laws we can change
    • Impact of Sin on Teaching
      • The loss of wisdom: Disobedience and Pride
      • The corruption of emotions and reason
      • The assault on truth: Deceitful Information
    • The Fullness of Sin
      • Self-destruction of a society
    • Judgement by a Holy and Angry God
    • Thoughts on Antediluvian Society
  5. Mercy
    • The robust designs of God: Allowances and Compensation
    • The redemption plan
    • The Role of Revelation and Prophecy
    • The societies that survived
  6. Discipline
    • Distinguishing Consequence from Punishment
    • Distinguishing Punishment from Destruction
    • Subjecting Creation to Futility
    • The supremacy of God’s goodness
  7. Redemption by the Son
    • The cure: Breaking the power of Sin
    • The sovereign choice of God’s methods
    • The significance of the Son
    • Amazing Grace
  8. Empowerment by the Spirit
    • What is the primary role of Holy Spirit?
    • Inviolable Will
    • Completing the work that the Son initiated
  9. Faithful/Church: 
    • Salvation: Saviour
    • Restoration: Lord
    • Cooperation between God and His people
    • The Role of Prayer: The Lord’s Prayer
    • The failures of the church
    • The overwhelming power of Grace
  10. Apostasy
    • A matter of the heart: Blaspheming Holy Spirit
    • Full corruption of every source of information
    • Full corruption of every knowledge acquisition
    • When Grace is insufficient
    • Hardening of Hearts
  11. The Last Judgement
    • The Holiness of God in finality on the disobedient
    • The Wrath of God
  12. Restoration
    • What becomes of the faithful?
    • Perfect Fellowship and Society
    • Back to the original Design
    • More discovery and content to explore
It will not cover everything in this world, but it encompasses so much that I cannot help but want to write out what I feel will communicate the power of this perspective.

Perhaps I will follow this up with a Testimony, which will fundamentally be of an inductive approach. The last great document will be an Apologia, which will be an application of abductive reasoning. The first document will serve as a clarification for me as I wade through my experiences and other worldviews in the latter two documents.

Update: I have set up a satellite blog - 'The Consequences of Volition' in order to expand on these ideas properly. I will probably take a break from writing on this blog for awhile so that I can work on putting all the ideas I have been given into words.

28 February 2016

Perspectives: De Culpis - Part 2

In part one, I tried to draw the connection between influence and responsibility. Because our choices affect others, we also share in the responsibility of their choices. Likewise, since we are affected by the choices that others have made, they share in responsibility for our actions. When we will be called to account, we will be called to explain not only the things that we have done, but also every little repercussion that a word of advice or warning has the the decisions of others. However, the one who weighs all the influences on your heart, and comes to that final decision to abide or divide with God is still going to be you.

Let me now address another aspect of responsibility. Surely then, the skeptic says, God is ultimately responsible for all the disasters of this world. Isn't it a bit of a farce to say that God experienced all this emotion and bother when He was the one who made it all and knew it was going to happen in advance? This falls back into the line of reasoning that we are incapable of doing anything about our lives because God has somehow 'pre-determined' everything. We blame God for the evil in our lives, and the evil in our world.

It's not a new tendency at all. When Adam makes his excuses, he does more than blame the woman. In his words: 'The woman whom you gave to be with me, she gave me of the fruit of the tree, and I ate.' [Emphasis added]. Sadly, we're all about as spineless as Adam when we confront our sins most of the time. Was it God's fault? I do not think so at all. When He finished His creation, He saw that it was all 'very good'. There was no flaw from God's end, and that principle continues till today.

In the book of James he writes:

Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love him. Let no one say when he is tempted, 'I am being tempted by God,' for God cannot be tempted with evil, and he himself tempts no one. But each person is tempted when he is lured and enticed by his own desire. Then desire when it has conceived gives birth to sin, and sin when it is fully grown brings forth death.
James 1: 12-15

We are the ones, we created wills, who chose and choose and will choose to rebel against the designs of God and in doing so, invite destruction from the consequences of our sins.

After Adam we soon see the generational effects of sin. I don't think Adam and Eve had any idea what they were unleashing when they ate of their tree, but for some reason or another, Cain murders Abel, but he still feels shame about it. In a few more generations, Lamech boasts about his murders and twists God's words to Cain irreverently and beyond all recognition. Hearts got harder and harder. 

Our parents are two people who have enormous influence over us, whether they are present or absent, involved or detached, righteous or debauched. I think with each generation, there is a tendency for the sins of our parents in their own imperfection to impact their children in harsh ways. These effects distort the child's understanding of parenthood, family, God and him or herself. In the middle of this confusion, information about good and evil, our picture of what relationships should look like, is twisted and sometimes even lost completely. They become like mutations in precancerous cells, passing from one generation to the next, each successive family inheriting the relational damage of the family that preceded it temporally, and adding to the mix its own cocktail of carcinogens. Finally the whole dynasty crumbles down from the original design and breaks away selfishly in a mad rebellion and rush to destruction. Every society had acquired different mutations, different deviations from the original design. All of us have gone astray.

Why did God destroy the antediluvian society? They were already set to destroy themselves. They would do so far in advance of the arrival of Jesus Christ, the Saviour and Redeemer. I think that if there was even a chance that that society would have produced one faithful and righteous person, who would respond to the message of the Gospel, then God would have preserved it. In fact, what God chose to do, to rescue Noah and his family, and wipe the rest of mankind out was a mercy. As I described previously, that society must have become so depraved that any new children born into it would find themselves so assaulted by lies and the consequences of sin as to have no chance of coming into their own redemption and relationship with God.

The societies that God allows to persist, He does so for the sake of the individuals that He sees who will emerge from those societies to the fullness of a walk with Him. The societies that are terminally ill, well, those are ripe for His judgement and He then acts to contain the consequences of sin.

Christ came into this world for about 33 years. In that time, He broke the power of sin by a reliance on God that helped Him to overcome the powers of darkness that dominated the society of His day. He saw the mutations that had come into the social fabric of His age and spoke out against them. he spoke the truth. He has been doing that ever since. The truth of God is the spiritual equivalent of that holy grail in cancer research, targeted gene therapy. He digs deep into our very constitutions and confronts the lie within, then reveals to us the truth. Then we begin to produce the right mRNA, the right proteins, and proper function is restored. How much we ought to love His word and His law! For those are the means by which we receive the truth and are restored. The generational power of sin is broken, individuals, then families then whole societies are set free from its destructive effects.

The power of Christ is so great that all these societies that one would deem broken beyond all repair are still within His saving grace. But right from the outset, forces have pushed back against the good news. We have devised up with ever more deceptive and convincing ways to discredit the work and even the existence of the Son, going beyond that to deny the very existence of God. There will come a day where we are insensitive to even the greatest love and sacrifice of all, when we collectively, as a new Babel, a new global society, become so numb to the higher and more transcendent poetry of life that we are beyond even the grace of God because all His efforts, which are not insignificant, avail not upon the hardness of the hearts of men.

It has come to that point before and it will come to that point again. Jesus Himself was aware of this even as He ministered to the people of Jerusalem when He said:

'Just as it was in the days of Noah, so it will be in the days of the Son of Man' 
Luke 17:26
and later with the words about Sodom and Gomorrah in the rest of Luke 17.

To end this train of thought, I would like to see what it means for that perennial problem of predestination. Has God chosen us or have we chosen Him?

In a post from quite awhile back, I discuss the nature of 'sinful nature'. I believe there is now another aspect of it that I have to incorporate into my understanding. Sinful nature is not only the state of broken fellowship with God, but it is also the state of bearing the consequences of the sins of the generations before us. The sins of others around us dramatically increase the likelihood that we will give in to sin ourselves. That is what we have inherited. It is not some fluffy spiritualised condition, it is the burden of generational brokenness that is all too manifest. I stand by the original post's stand however, in that no matter what our background, we still have that ultimate choice of whether we want to obey or disobey, submit or subvert. But the power to break free from the grip of sin comes only in Jesus Christ. I do not find it in contradiction with my understanding of a perverse society that is little more than a factory for doomed souls. As I have said, we are responsible for more than ourselves and others are also responsible for us, that concept clarifies this apparent contradiction for me.

But you argue. How can God be sure that there will not be a single child, caught in the midst of the darkness of sin of the society, who will miraculously come to know Him personally before He wipes that society off the map? You mention in your previous post that no matter what kind of background we come from, God is able to redeem. Are you saying that His power is too limited? Let me posit a counter-argument. What if a society is so far gone that there are no children in the first place?

Child sacrifice has been with the human race of a long time. We see it in the worship of Molech way back in Canaanite times. How disastrous. The lies of the enemy became so powerful that people burnt their babies alive. What do we make of such a society? Every society is only a few generations away from extinction. If we have so twisted the design of reproduction that a society overall would rather not reproduce than reproduce, then it has ended. There are no more uncertainties about it, and no more potential righteous souls. Do we see this happening now? I don't need to tell you what I mean by this. You already know where it is headed.

Already in many developed nations, abortion rates hover at around a quarter of all recorded pregnancies. Is it so inconceivable that those numbers will continue to rise? Is it too difficult to accept that a society that does not care for children, parenting and family should implode on itself by sheer biological limitation? As more and more people fall to the lies of deception in this world, those numbers will rise chillingly.

Say that there is a spring of water that has for many years been active and productive, but the water can end up in very different places. It may end up on a farm somewhere to be used for crops, or meander down to a delta and reach the open ocean. It may end up in packed in a can of a sweet carbonated drink for all I know. Let us say that the kingdom of heaven is that vast open ocean. How might we be sure that no more water is going to flow into the ocean? The spring dries up. What happens then? The wrath of God can descend without question because there is no more uncertainty about where the water from the spring is going to go because there is simply no more water to observe. The font is damaged beyond repair. When Jesus spoke of letting the little children come to Him, I suspect this was the deeper chord He was trying to pluck. A society that hates its children is in the final stages of its self-destruction.

Let me return to that point I was making. If you've persisted this long I thank you for your patience. In a relationship, who is responsible for its health and vitality? I've touched on this already in part one, but as the adage says, you need two hands to clap. 

'We love because He first loved us.'
1 John 4:19

We have a God who has already done all that He can to make it possible for us to come to Him. He has laid out he red carpet, He has come to dwell among us. He has covered our imperfections with a sacrifice that He provided. I know no other God who so desires so strongly such a connection with humanity. But He also knows that some will respond, and others will not. Not because we have no choice in the matter, but He has seen. Because He has seen, He works, and to us in our limited perspectives, it seems like He has decided things for us. If the relationship does not work out, it is through no fault of God. The fault is entirely on us and our rebellious wills.

God says the words:

'I will be gracious on whom I will be gracious and 
I will have compassion on whom I will show compassion.'
Exodus 33:19

He is not saying these words as a dictator. He is saying them as the Lord of lords, who is omniscient about the past, present and future. He is telling us that what looks like injustice from our limited perspective is not injustice at all from His perspective. He is telling us not to challenge, or be stumbled up by His judgements because He considers and sees factors that we cannot ever hope to fully comprehend. He knows better, not because He thinks He does, but because He does. The astonishing degree of connectivity that the human race has is something only God can tackle in His judgements. Only He can see how the ideas of false prophets have enslaved the thinking of subsequent generations and call them to trial. Only He can peer into the depths of the human heart and tell us whether we have walked by the Spirit or by the flesh for each small decision. Only He has the accurate picture of responsibility and influence that comprises societies we are only dimly aware of and cannot hope to fully document. Never you mind Big Data and an invasion of privacy by governments. Even if they had all the information God had, we would not be close to making the right judgements afterwards.

Will we trust His justice? The justice of an omniscient God?

27 February 2016

Perspectives: De Culpis - Part 1

Like many of the ideas I have had recently, this thread is not something that I have derived very explicitly from didactic instruction. To be quite frank, my mind has been so abuzz with all sorts of themes that I should like to take a whole week out and pen them all down before they are lost to the murky waters of memory. In summary:
1. The nature of the political left and right, in relation to chesed ve'emet, and the lyrics of Wicked.
2. A crazy link between the ideas of Strauss Howe generational theory and the eschatological views of what Skye Jethani calls evolution and evacation theology.
3. The church's loss or surrender of the faculty and power of reason and academia to deceptive powers that has become a major source of misconception.

Today though, I would like to deal with the issue of responsibility. I know the title somewhat implies the responsibility of sin, but I'm going to move a little beyond that in the later half of this text.

I think we can all admit this: We like it when blame can be pinned down. It gives us a sense of clarity, and in some cases, an uneasy absolution. We see this from the very beginning, in Genesis 3, when, as it is popularly thought, the man pointed to the woman and the woman, in turn, highlights the serpent. With the passing of culpability, or the accusative fixation of fault on certain individuals or even communities, the narrative is neat and tidy. It goes like this: 

'Something is wrong, we're not always too sure what, but we know things are not right. There is someone at fault, and that someone is surely not us. It must be them! We must do something to rid them from our presence. Once we do that, we'll be all better again.'

This narrative gives us unity. It provides our societies with a common enemy to focus on and work towards eradicating. Many of you see where I'm going with this surely. At times, 'them' has been the lazy aristocrats, the greedy bankers, the communists, the Jews, the Lutherans or the iconolaters. Now there are those who would put blame of radical Muslims, on immigrants, on desperate refugees. A framework of us against them is created. Its very dualist in its approach, in the Zoroastrian sense of the word. There are good guys, whom we are, and bad guys, who are beyond redemption. 'Heaven forbid that someone I should know finds him or herself on the wrong side of the fence that we are constructing here.' 

By imbibing this narrative, we side step the words to the Ephesians:

'For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, 
against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, 
against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places.'

Sure, one can say that this passage simply moves the culpability onto the spiritual evil forces around us, and guilty of the same blame game, but there is a distinction to be made at this juncture. When we pin the blame on people, we do so at the expense of creatures of whom God tells us He can redeem. Unlike humans, there is no known provision for redemption for the rebellion of the host of angels who turned away. For now, let us move on to the antithesis.

There is another common narrative, increasingly acceptable because of the inherent meaninglessness that popular ideologies of the age promote. That narrative generally follows this vein:

'I'm not responsible. In fact, no one is responsible for anything. Everything has been determined already, and things are the way they are because that's just what has been mechanically dictated since the inception of this universe.'

Like the first narrative, this manifests in many forms. In the secular world, it is determinism. Volition is an illusion it tell us. Everything that I have done is a result of mechanistic or probabilistic collisions and interactions of particles within me. Morality is irrelevant, for how can I be held responsible for the simple mathematical outworking of the fundamental laws of nature that none may disobey?

In the religious world, the dictator may manifest in many guises. In some belief structures, it is fate. Clotho, Lachesis and Atropos reign supreme. If even the ruler of Olympus finds it hard to appeal against their decisions, what influence do mere mortals have? In others, it is karma. Strangely enough, in some strains, God is the grandest dictator of them all. The uber-Calvinists whom Calvin would probably have found a little strange also chime with the sentiment that free will is non-existent within the framework of the sovereignty of God. That view seems quite contradictory to me, because if God was going to make us automata in the first place, why the whole effort to woo us back to Him, to tolerate the disasters of the scarlet sins of this world in order to save an elect? I understand that there are many passages that can be interpreted both on the side of free will and predestination to fruitless argument. I am not here to address those today. 

I will merely state that in my opinion, the dramatic story that is told in the Word, and is still unfolding before us, seems more consistent with the gentle coaxing of the rebellious independent will of man. After all, do we see computer engineers try to encourage poorly written programme to turn into what it was meant to be, or do we see them intervene dramatically and alter the very composition of its code? We are more complex than the most sophisticated software in existence.

What then is my synthesis? To use some Hegelian concepts for clarity:
Thesis - Responsibility is placed on an individual, preferably not ourselves.
Antithesis - Responsibility is diffused beyond any meaningful source.
Synthesis - Responsibility is both individual and societal.

This will take awhile to explain.

In Cloud Atlas, David Mitchell writes this through the words of Somni-451:

'Our lives are not our own. From womb to tomb, we are bound to others, 
past and present, and by each crime, and every kindness, we birth our future.'

While I do not subscribe fully to every line in her speech, I believe this one captures something of an understanding of human nature that we have lost sight of in the developed world. We are individuals but we are not isolated.

Over and over in the stories of the bible we see that effects that one person's choices have on the lives of others. King David's affair with Bathsheba, at first clandestine, is exposed, and the consequences ripple out in uncontrolled waves to taint the rest of his household. On the other hand, the obedience of a prince of Egypt leads a people from slavery into freedom. This principle does not just apply with the great heads of state however. The love of a Moabite woman for her mother in law results in her eventually becoming an ancestor of King David himself, and in his life he runs to Moab for refuge. The slave Onesimus, in his service to Paul and Philemon, teaches the community about respect for servants. The willing heart of a young Jewess allows for the incarnation of the greatest history changer the world has ever known.

It is glaringly obvious once we look at the lives of those around us, at our own lives. We are shaped by uncounted influences, connected in ways profound to others, whether overt or covert. Family, friends, colleagues, fellow citizens, the global community, we affect one another with words and deeds as part of the intricate tapestry of the human epic.

So why do we live as though the individual is all there is? We seek our own self-promotion, and when when we choose to destroy ourselves in addictive behaviour and self-pity we act as though no one else will be affected. We live as though we are isolated, that no one cares about you except yourself. Do we not sense the subtler harms and influences that our behaviour has?

In the modern liberal democracy, we cherish our rights. Simultaneously, we dread our responsibilities, even when those responsibilities have to do with maintaining the rights our forbears have fought so hard for. We like to behave as though we are responsible for no one but ourselves, and live in denial of the disastrous effects that our wanton pursuits have on our dislocated relationships.

I suppose the point that I'm trying to get at is this: Our choices do not just affect ourselves. It seems like rather an inane observation to make, but let me carry on with its implications.

Sin often compounds sin. Let us consider a relationship gone sour. Very rarely can one say that it was entirely one or the other person's fault. Little things build up over time into raging and furious storms within us that nigh impossible to reconcile over. When one side sins, it often makes it easier for the other side to follow suit, not necessarily in a sin of the same kind, but in a reciprocal sort of way. Left uncontrolled, they feed on each other in some sort of mutual parasitism, exhausting the vibrancy and health of that relationship. To borrow Paul's language: A husband who waits for his wife to respect him before he loves her, and a wife who is resolved that she cannot respect her husband until he loves her properly, will likely find themselves waiting for quite some time.

One person's sin makes it easier for another to do so. Sin becomes easier to justify. How many times do we comfort ourselves with the thought that something can't be that bad since so many people engage in it? We shut ourselves into communities of people who are just as deluded as we are so that we can ignore the emotional alarms that blare by filling our heads with so-called supportive and encouraging words from the false prophets of our age.

As our failures and their consequences metastasise like a cancer in our societies, the power of sin grows and it becomes harder and harder for the righteous to maintain their convictions. The children who find themselves in such societies are torn left and right by powers malevolent that distort and destroy their understanding of God and of themselves. They grow up and perpetuate, or even augment the brokenness of this world, and each generation becomes more lost than the one before.

When God judges an annihilates society, such as that of Sodom and Gomorrah, I would suggest it is because they have gone so far astray that every new birth in that society is another lost soul. They have forgotten so much of His truth that every conception is doomed to destruction, not by God, but by the sheer depravity of the environment in which that soul will mature. Fatherhood and motherhood become meaningless words, moral education is non-existent. In His mercy on those who would be unborn, He amputates the diseased tissues of the collective body of humanity. We see this in the days of Noah, and we observe the same trends today.

Who is to blame for this destruction? Society? Society is fundamentally composed of individuals, all influencing and connected with each other. In every decision, we impact the future of our nation on scales that are too far reaching to realise in the moment, and in this globalised context, we shape the global society.

In this day and age we have a society that tolerates a lot of sin and in some cases even endorses it. We have a society that answers economic questions of what to produce and how much to produce without any moral compunctions. We fail to ask the question of ought: We know what we can make, but we do not ask if it is right to make it. We have a society where pornography and violence are produced, accessible and not questioned. Increasingly they are not kept in private, but broadcast to massive audiences, a la the recent Marvel movie of a superhero whose name bears the tone of what he represents chillingly accurately. We have a society that has more functions at its fingertips than ever before, but we do not ask if it is right to send an emotionally manipulative message at any time of the night, or if it is right to produce platforms that drive our egomania with likes and comments.

Where then is hope? Does God leave us to our destructive tendencies, not merely on an individual level, but on a societal level? Thankfully He has not abandoned us. The kingdom of heaven is like yeast that spread through a batch of dough. By a slow influence, whole nations and cultures have changed to adopt the principles of the kingdom order. One individual, then another, chooses rightly, and their righteous choices also tug on the lives of those around them, influencing, impacting, transforming and redeeming.

When God sees us, it is true that He values us as individuals. He values the uniqueness, the gifts, the aspects of you that He gave you that make you the marvellous creation that you are. But He looks beyond you. In you He sees the potential you have to impact the lives of others. Each smile that you give a cashier, every glare that you cast on rival, each word of life or death spoken intentionally or carelessly that digs deep and roots itself in the soul of its recipient.

We are confronted with choices, and the methods by which we make those choices are shaped by the cultural milieu we find ourselves in. When God judges our actions, I doubt He will judge us individually either. If I may use a literary example, when George Wilson pulls that trigger on Gatsby, the outside world sees a madman shooting a tycoon out of revenge and spite. But the eyes of T. J. Eckleburg, the symbol of the eyes of God, see more than that. They see an adulterous man having an affair with a married woman, a deceptive Tom Buchanan feeding George the wrong information, a careless Daisy moving on and leaving a disaster in her wake, a society where the rich get off free and the poor are oppressed, a materialistic and selfish ambition that justifies the horrid actions of the characters, the hypocrisy of moral bankruptcy under a glossy sheen.

So much has gone into shaping every tiny decision, but the Lord knows it all. No human judge could do this. I suspect that this potent combination of omniscience and justice will be one of the deciding factors that causes each person to leave the judgement at the Great White Throne thoroughly satisfied with the verdict, no matter what that verdict will be.

To return to the original question: Our decisions are a balance between our own wills and the forces that impose themselves on our wills. Yes there may be powerful societal forces at work, but those forces do not have final authority over the decision I make in the end. When I choose to sin in this day and age, I still make that choice and I am still responsible, but in many cases, I am not the only one responsible. Because we are influenced by others, the responsibility of my choice falls not only on me, but on those around me who have influenced me. It is not a case of me being solely to blame, or of me being helpless in the face of overwhelming powers.

This explains another observation to me as well. Since the coming of Christ, every man and every society has the potential to be redeemed. The powerful bondage of sin over societies has been overcome, is being overcome and is still to be overcome through the gradual permeative influence of the gospel. No longer do we see a society wiped off the face of the earth in the manner of Sodom because now there is hope!

Yet we also see the final coup in action. As I wrote about in the post 'Insufficient Grace', we see that the world is increasingly rejecting the hope that is in Christ. There will come a day when what is left of humanity is so caught up in its own pride and delusions that the gospel ceases to have any effect, for hearts would have become so hard. In that day, Dies Irae, we will see the final judgement come, and it will come upon all men because at that point, all men will be part of one terminally diseased society.

This post is getting too long, and new ideas keep flooding my mind. I shall break it off here and write a second part to this.